Prayers for me as I feel like there is nothing good to look forward to for my life my future. Tired of nothing working out for me for a full time job and a husband and a baby the desires of my heart. Feel like my life has no purpose and dont know what God wants. God is so silent to me and not telling me what He wants for me. Doors always close and never open. Dont understand why nothing ever works out for me. I really need a full time job and would love a husband and a baby.